This one post is difficult to write: The only way I can write it is — to deny content, in the post.
This peasant of a post has only context to offer.
The emotions that wrap around you at a time when you are most vulnerable are the very emotions that cannot be expressed. If you bring your rational head above the water, you could find a few words, scourge the thesaurus, and express in words what that emotion really makes you feel.
This one, isn’t one of that.
Perhaps because it is the confluence of a million smiles and tears. And every intersection of a smile and a tear has a unique meaning, a unique context. It is almost a complete life.
Therefore I confine this one to the only higher abstraction that it is capable of.
With numerical markers like dates, numbers, counts, measurements, and time that unfortunately marks such moments. Unfortunate, because these moments within them hold a cauldron of boiling emotions that cannot be numerically expressed. Our education, comprehension and understanding however has been reduced to a numbskull slave of demanding science and unforgiving mathematics, rather than an a forgiving and an encompassing art.
I agree with you; this is yet another incomplete post!
I wish you could complete it. I can empathize but cannot express.